First thing that I need to say, as if you ever doubted it or didn’t know it with your whole heart – I LOVE YOU. So much.
Second thing, I’m so sorry that I’m not there with you. I feel as if I should be, even though you don’t NEED me, and maybe you are more comfortable without your baby there, so that you don’t worry about me as I sit there. Still, I wish that I could just be close to you, to wrap my arms around your neck a time or two. All of that said, my heart is with you, every moment of every day.
I let the grind of work take my worry away – I float along on my day, when I feel as if I could break down, I sink myself into the most complicated issues at hand in the mill, and I manage to escape. I hope that you have found ways to escape as well. I wish that I could take it all away, make it disappear.
The only thing that really brings me peace is knowing that the two other people who love you as much as I do are there with you, even just if they are in the room sitting by you. I hope that you know that I am with you in spirit also.
We will all get through this, and we will all be okay – better even.
Please remember how much I love you, and that I think of you every moment of every day.
I love you Daddy. I’m so sorry that all of this is happening.
My heart and yours, forever………..
I love you so much.
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX
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